Hmm, I guess as I pursue the acting career I realize it might not be working out.  I haven't starred in a movie yet, I haven't done the hit shows I'd always dreamed of.  I'm okay with it.  I think this is the phase in life where I try to be happy with not being a successful actor and focus more on a successful human being.  My dad told me he was proud of the person I'd become.  I kind of felt this really deep, I'm close with my dad.  I'm not gonna stress being something I'm not.  Life is good.